Badddddddd

Aren't crushes the worst thing ever?
I mean,
they make you feel really high and great but then they could crush you without saying anything, like blueticking for example.
My decrushing advices:
Delete their contact and all chats
Encourage yourself to let go
Clear your vision (stop thinking he's innocent)
Realise you're better than that
Understand you'd be much better without him
Silence thoughts about him
Healing
Basically,
EITHER
1) find a distraction. CAUTION. this does not mean to flirt with guys, This means to hang out more with your friends or find an activity to keep your mind of him.
OR
2) completely shut him out and ignore him.
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Also, how to know if your crush likes you through texts:
1) He starts some conversations
2) He asks questions to keep the convo going
3) He sends ":)" or ";)" (this does not apply for boy best friends if they constantly send you this but like he still keeps you in the friendzone.
STOP TORTURING YOURSELF
If he sends you these, it DOES NOT mean that he does not like you
1) Lol
boys like "lol"ing so this is normal
2) K
this is very annoying but it's kinda normal for guys
3) go away or stop annoying me
if he says it in a friendly way then he kinda likes you, but DO NOT confuse this with downright meaness.
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Lastly,
please do not think that a boy likes you if he has mixed signals. This would make you seem super full of yourself.
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That's all. Goodnight, world. xx
-Notgirlonline

my crush

So once you saw my username, you must think, OH MY GOD this girl is such a free loader and she's unoriginal. If you think so, I don't blame you, my blog is pretty boring anyway. I'm a teen, and I realllyyyy love cats. My hobby is writing.
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So the thing is, I have a crush, like normal teens do. And my crush literally has the hugest brown eyes ever. He is tall, and has the best hair. He looks like a dork but I guess that's why I like him. We text, like, a lot. so, swoon. 
But the thing is, we are soooo much alike. Heard of the saying "opposites attract'? idk tho. We text almost every day, and he gives me so much support. So recently we are going to different schools, and I was quite sad about it tbh. I went out to clear my mind a bit, but at the bookstore, I see books he likes to read, books I lent to him last time, I see his name in the title of many books and I can hear "back to december" playing in the speakers. Now you might think, what has that got to do with him? It's because we texted alot this december and it reminded me of that. The bookstore visit felt like torture. 
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I don't know how I'm going to get over him, because I'm going to a new school, and it's a girl school. I'm straight. So I probably won't have a crush until Junior college. ARGH. I hate teenaging. emotions are getting so intense. I swish I never got myself so attached to this guy.
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Btw, if you want a cute message he sent me, it's "Good nite ;)" winky face. So I feel like sueing him right now. T.T why you do this to me. 

Not girl online,
Not girl offline,
just me. 
see you next time ;)
xxx
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You can address me as Re